Today is the 5th day.

I am trying to learn how to be alone, having nobody by my side. I wasn't alone for 7 years, even till 5 days ago. I always had someone, somebody to talk to, to lean on, to cry on, to listen to my nonsense all the while.

But till 5 days ago, I know i must learn to be alone, going back to the life that I don't even remember how I live it 7 years ago. I have colleagues, good friends, around me to accompany me wherever i want to go, accompany to do things i want to do, but I am still so uncomfortable with it.

I am not been feeling well for the past few days. I really wish to sleep at home and not go to work. But when I am at home, I am so bored, feeling so empty throughout. I don't want to be alone, so though I'm not well I'll still work. I rather keep myself busy, than wasting my time to rest at home. I will be going on leave from the 29th June to 3rd July, but most probably I'll cancel it, hope she will approve...