The presence of the other person really sets someone thinking.
Things may be the same, but the feeling is different.
Lost of words, is the only statement that can be used.
Illusion and reality are just words with a margin of difference.

Lost

I am lost, totally lost.
Sitting at one place but staring into the blank, starting to ask myself what am I doing.

Now I don't know how to describe how I feel anymore.
I don't have the energy to be hurt & cry over things already.

Maybe I know,
but I just don't wish to be hurt, and I act as if I don't know.

Maybe I had already liked you so much,
but I am just acting I don't care, because I don't know what you are thinking.

Life is just full of maybes,
and I am no longer sure anymore.

I am eating KINDER BUENO... 2nd bar, 3rd bar, and I am continuing to eat, I have 8 bars of KINDER BUENO to eat, I wanna finish all tonight. I love chocolates, I like chocolates. Though it is fattening but I just love chocolates. White chocolates, milk chocolates, all different types of chocolate except dark chocolates, because it is bitter.

Love

Love is based upon this moment,
It is neither the past nor the future,
The moment may only last a few seconds,
But the memories of it will last for a lifetime.

Always cherish what you have now,
Do what you want to do,
Say what you want to say,
Treat every moment as it is the last moment.

我爱你...

我都不曾想过，
那既然是我们俩人最后一次的约会.
我还没机会亲口对你说一声我爱你,
就这样，你远离了我.

如果时间可以回到那一晚,
我心里最想告诉你的就是我爱你...

如果有一天能在遇见你,
我只能对你傻笑.
我已经没话说了,
也不会再挽留你.

我只想说一句,
谢谢你曾经爱过我, 让我拥有过最美好的回忆...

对说有想拥有与渴望爱情的人,
爱情本来就需要百分百的勇敢.
虽然偶尔会悲伤,
但也要鼓起勇气熬过这一切.

因为在爱情里, 爱过与分手后,
是不会对彼此互相埋怨, 只会让彼此留下许多美好的回忆...

Shopping spree...

Today went shopping with my girlfriend. I love to shop but it seems like I have not shop for a very very long time. Though I had just shopped last week. Sigh... Walked pass many shops today in town, bringing back lots of memories. Both good and bad...

Last week, bought a top, two watches and two pair of shoes. Today, bought a bag and necklace. Nice, I like it... Pink n rainbow color. My favorite. Craving for brownie yesterday, and I ate it today. Unbelievable, ate two brownies at one go. So nice and so yummy. In fact, this week i ate three brownies already. So sinful, how many exercise must I do to shed the weight away?!

Kiss the rain

I will always love you

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And i can woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love and I never will

And every night I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Liked I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like I loved you
When you can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone

Aren't you suppose to be
The one to wipe my tears
The one who say that you would never leave

The water is calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you is a memory
One that only exists in my dreams

And every night I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Liked I've always love you
But how can you
Love me like I loved you
When you can't even look me straight in my eyes

I don't know what hurt you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know that
No matter what I will always love you

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And i can woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love and I never will

So why am I still here in the rain...

Music by: Yiruma
Lyrics by: Hienie

Missing you

我开始想你了...

我一直都以为没有你，
我还是一样能过的很快乐，
可是我错了.

虽然我与你相处的时间是如此短占，
但却以足够填满我心里的空虚，
让我显得无法自拔，
让我如此的心痛.

我相信你所让我拥有过的一切，
将会是我人生最美好的回忆，
谢谢你在我最无助的时候，
陪伴我一起度过.

NICE SONG!

This is the first time I said NO to you. I don't know what make me have the courage to say that. These half a year you have taught me so much. If the world can stop spinning, time can stop at the point where we enjoyed each other company so much, I know I will never say this word NO to you. Now, I had no more strengths and energy to fight over things that I had wanted so much once. I am already tired, what I need is different from what I want anymore. You can't give me a shoulder to lie on, even if you can, the next moment it'll be gone. However, glad that you have entered my life, taken away my soul once, to allow me to know, how much I have loved you and wanted to cherish you before. Now that we are both leading our own lives, maybe we should be just what we were once, just simply friends. Let me just carry all the good memories along with me and discard away all the unhappy stuffs that had happened. Guy, history must not repeat itself again.

To the other, whom I am so disappointed with what we are now. Though I no longer know what we are anymore. But thanks for the effort that you have spent once. For as long as I live till now, you are the only one who really did so much for me, I had really enjoy and I will never forget those days. I know no one can ever replace the acts that you have done for me. But now, while typing these, I have come to terms that all things are never going to be the same again. You will never be back to me anymore. "DON'T MSG ME LIAO." I will take your words.

Rise in H1N1

H1N1 is on the rise... Already more than 1000 cases in Singapore.

My workplace has opened 2 wards at our level, to admit H1N1 patients. And my ward staffs need to be deploy over. All the people that are being deployed over are people who i can chat with during my work time. That's so unfair. First, Julianne. Then, now Sherlyn. Sad ya, so boring now. No one to chat with during work anymore. Though it might be temporary but it seems like H1N1 is not gotta stop so soon.

People in the community, please, being hygienic is so important and please don't go to countries that are highly affected...

Just For You III...

Life is never gonna be the same without you.

You are the one that i thought of before going to sleep.
Everyday i wake up, thinking of you.
Missing you, thinking of you, having you around has been a comfortable thing.
Now that you are no longer there, my life seems to be upset down.
I am starting to lose myself.

I am at a lost.