Back to work

My annual leave had ended a week ago. Been working for 3 nights. Not long yet not short but it is so tiring.

When i went back after my annual leave, realise that my leave balance of 6 days had been encashed... So disappointing. Was thinking to carried forward my 4 days of leave to next year so i can take four weeks of leave, but now only manage to have 3 weeks next year.

Now planning what to do for my next year leave, which will be 1 week in August, the other in Oct and 1 in Dec, hope next year deardear is able to take leave same as mine! I wanna go overseas, singapore is too boring, too small as well!

So now must save money, money is never enough for me to spend!!!

Quotes

Great dancers are not great of their technique;
they are great because of their passion.

-Martha Graham-

Friends or Acquaintances

Imagine yourself in the centre of the universe, the next circle around you will be lover;your closest, most intimate relationship. After which the next circle will be your family and friends. These will be the people that you love the most, choose to spend most time with, love you the most, allowing you to kick of your shoes and be yourself. How many of such people will we met in our life?

I have met some friends who will clare about friends forever are things like that by their side of mouth always, but how many will really treat you as their friend forever? Forever is the whole of life, how long will these friends be by your side?

I had met some nice and good friends in my secondary school time. Recently chat with a good friend of mine whom i last meet around a year ago online. Part of the conversation goes:

Elain: Wanna meet up?

Friend: Too long never meet le.

Elain: That's why i asked.

Friend: Too long never meet le, feel strange,no common topics.
Elain: Okie.

Someone once said that a real friend is someone you can be having a conversation with as they get on the plane, you don't see them for ten years and when they arrive back they carry on the conversation as they get off the plane like a moment hadn't passed. That's exactly how it is between good friends. So get what i mean, how many of such real friends will we met in life?

What a real friend does:

1. Being there, not just the good times...
2. Being there, when they need you in the early hours...
3. Being there, when they need you in the dark days...
4. Being there, in time of trouble and stress...
5. Let them cry on your shoulder...
6. Lend them a hanky...
7. Pat them on back to encourage them...
8. Make endless cups of tea...
9. Give them good advice...
10. Will be there to hold their hand...
11. Will be there just to listen...
12. Will be there when you don't want to be...
13. Will be there when all the other friends have fallen by wayside...
14. Will be there no matter what...

If you are going to be a friend, be a good friend.....

Thoughts

This is going to be a new week, the second week of my leave.

Yesterday went out with my dear, this week he only can book out one day, it's so short. Definitely not eoungh to bring me out to shop and enjoy life. Went to specs shop, dear's specs was spoilt when he was in the camp during shooting. Haha. Luckily he has a pair of extra specs. Then he bought 2 pair of specs for standby, same as my brother need so many specs for national service. Waste of money, but i am also like that so cannot blame. I also bought a pair of coloured disposable lens but paid by deardear, just to try, hope it will be comfortable.

My 3000 words, most important thing to finish due on 13th Nov, but today till now i only written 650 words. Jigsaw puzzle, no time to do if i never finish my 3000 words.

Been going out with different people last week,been watching them, and thoughts have been flowing through.


Been working for a year, what i actually learned?
I work in a line which i will see different people everyday. Some i actually learn from them. The patients i seen, the family of theirs and even my own collegues, i met have taught me different things, different views and opinions of their lives. They have lots more experience then me in life where i can learn from. Some are really successful people, not in term of wealth and fame. Being successful in terms of being contented and happy, being part of the world.

Life and death are just part and parcel that human has to go thru to make their life complete. Life isn't that difficult, give some thoughts and we will get through it.

Missing you III

When the sun brighten the skies,

you brighten up my life.

When the moon shone in the darken skies,

you are sleeping by my side.

When we found found each other,

we are fated for life.

Uneventful

Today is the fourth day of my leave, it's another uneventful and boring day.

This laogong of mine everyday tell me maybe will have night out but in the end never come out yet. Already four days i had been so boring. Say today will have nights out, but just receive a call from him, NO NIGHT OUT DUE TO IPPT TOMORROW. :(

Yesterday went out with jasmine to shop and eat at compass point and tampines mall. Singapore is too small for me to spent my three weeks. Haiz!

me & jaS

Heard from my collegue, another patient has pass away yesterday, peacefully. Life is just so fragile, not knowing what will happen tomorrow.

My essay, 3000 words i just written 15o words. I just don't have the motivation to write it, though i know what to write, just plain lazy. Hope i will finish soon!